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so i would give almost anything at the moment for it to be fall and to be sitting in a decent coffee shop in philly instead of a fabulous tea house in maine.
loneliness is like ocean waves. i miss home, which, actually, is officially philly now.
West Side Story goes up tonight and i neve have to touch those dresses again-yay! they are all adorable and vintage- which means they have already been shredding in the rehersal...i just hope we have something to return since they were rented. tomorrow throughly modern millie is supposed to be here. hopefully that will be fun, i know kurt already has great wigs set up.
sara is leaving tonight to go home to be a maid of honor in her friends wedding. she will not be here all weekend.
is katie still in paris?
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| 08:26pm 31/05/2007 |
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so the peace of summer has provided me the rest and will to do several things i wish i could always do. one of these is think. reading good solid books and having time to digest them i think is partly responsible for all the questions i have lately. questions about life stuff, exsistence, etc. having a late start at work tomorrow will enable me to stay up tonight searching for answers of the best kind... :-) answers that can only be found for oneself, for a moment, until perhaps they are changed. because simply by continuing to exsist, different perspectives and possibilities present themselves and new options arise. nothing is certain even if you already know it.
meanwhile i am amazed at the reactions a certain blend of chords can get from me. i wonder if our reactions would be the same?
why is it i get goosebumps so easily here?
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| 01:18pm 17/04/2007 |
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so today i am not going to fashion design, because i finished our project, but it's not due till thursday, and if i go in, i wont work on anything, and if i bring it with me and pretend to work, she will make me change it, so, no, im not going.
instead i will write you a happy list.
YOU
tights
finishing projects ahead of time
braiding raffia
cooking
washing dishes
SMOOSH
concerts containing small and rambunctious children
the fact that SMOOSH is internationally known, and still normal 13 and 15 yr. old girls. and 10.
keyboard!
sunshine
rainy days
long-ish hair
motivating you to check your mailbox through my power of mail services
tattoo's
knee socks
skirts
a navy blue, double breasted MOD white buttoned jacket
a fashion show or two
jen + colin!
the sudden un-importance of contemp
secret <3's
lost room
bleach
lost
liz flex alma shoes
a purple child's umbrella with a wooden dog handel
a new john deer for mom and dad!
and a sad list:
8 hours from philly to maine.
8.5 hours from rochester to maine.
4 hours from connecticut to maine.
6 hours from new york to maine.
MANY hours from London and Paris to Maine.
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| 10:28am 13/04/2007 |
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keyboard
guitar
amp
trumpet
cording, lalala
any frivolous musical instruments
computer
no sewing machine!!
wawa mute (ooo yeah)
kepo
extra table?
le petite te-ve
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| 06:57pm 12/04/2007 |
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dear yoko kano,
tour america.
PLEASE.
if you do, I will follow you to Japan.
which I might do anyways.
love,
me |
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| 01:35am 14/03/2007 |
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| 03:48pm 26/02/2007 |
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I'm not sure how many of you do dry-cleaning, but i got excited about this in class, so i'm sharing.
standard dry-cleaning uses a chemical (big long name)
this chemical is potentially carcinogenic...the mice don't live when exposed to alot or for a long time.
sweet right? nothing like killing yourself by wearing a fancy suit...
however, there are now ORGANIC DRY CLEANERS. there are some here- i dunno about around you. but Organic dry cleaners use liquid CO2 instead of big fancy chemicals.
bonus points!
CO2- not lethal to humans via clothing.
CO2- is turned back into a gas at the end of the cleaning procedure, and is mostly re-useable for the next 'wash'.
CO2- although we should watch our emissions, it won't get into the water and make Bobby grow a third ear.
CO2- is required to be liqui-fied at a certain temp. (cold) whereas the chemicals changed temp. mid-wash. this is better for your clothes, makes them longer-lasting.
CO2- doesn't give your clothes a weird smell, or you a headache!
negative points- it's alittle more $$.
so if you do do dry-cleaning, or if your mom does, take note and stay alive.
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| 04:52pm 21/02/2007 |
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mood:  jubilant
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(16:51:00) thegreatredduke: Britney may have saved her head, Justin may be bringing sexy back, but Sandy, you're haveing the BEST WEEK EVER! |
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| 12:05am 06/02/2007 |
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so i love my keyboard, if you couldn't tell by the last entry. and today i beat castlevania, with the best ending, go me. im getting paid at the end of the week, laura might come work in the mailroom, lost is coming back, we went ice skating (followed by hot chocolate and s'mores at cosi's) last weekend, i saw steph and javier, there is bleach on thursday and maybe children of men. all of this is yay.
but then, there is still problems.
Maryn won't send her recommendation letters. why? who knows, she hasnt responded in forever. even if she sent them directly there, just tell me about it? and Palm Springs totally led me on, they are not responding either. ok, i get it, everyone is very busy, welcome to the industry, but...5 days? and i bet the pool and tennis courts are a lie, just to make their lack of contact more painful. grr.
and anyways, stupid summer jobs...i would like to have some friends this summer, as pathetic as that sounds. even at the goodspeed opera hizzouse i could drive home to awesome people. but not anymore, 'cause they're not there. i'd love to stay at school but it seems ridiculous to refuse a job in either industry to work at the mail room. and if i dont work there, housing isnt free, so i would have to. there are only a few jobs locally that i could take anyways, and the theater ones? its almost impossible to work two jobs if one is theater, you never know when they will need you. i try to be brave and go all these places, and im sure they'll be fine, but at the moment i have my qualms.
my control-freak nature is angry at possible employers because they won't tell me my future now. calm down, breathe, etc.etc.etc.....
*snap*
and....we're over it.
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| 12:20am 05/02/2007 |
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i am in love.
he is black and white, with a few bits of green, blue, and shades of yellow.
he has letters and tempos and tones written upon him.
on the inside, he is green and silver.
he is electronic, supersonic.
and he likes to sing.
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| 12:27am 10/01/2007 |
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i'm a theif
1. What did you do in 2006 that you'd never done before?
never stayed in the town of cromwell for a time span of more than 2 weeks, cooked every meal for myself, took a job in a strange town without knowing anyone around me, drank and had fun, took a red eye bus ride, had my own room, sewed through my finger.
2. Did you keep your New Years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i dont think i made one last year, or this year. should i?
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
not this year
4. Did anyone close to you die?
kirby
5. What countries did you visit?
maine?
6. What would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006?
i can't ask for anything more, but maybe a few less panic attacks
7. What dates from 2006 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
i got nothing more than the usual year, birthdays, etc...
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
99 on a dress. bam. and not going insane, always an achievement
9. What was your biggest failure?
not going crazy? haha. helping out more at home, now that im never there...defining success.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
bruised tailbone, sewed through finger, bruised ego
11. What was the best thing you bought?
tickets to see you
12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
steph! saved the day more than a few times. sisters rock
13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
borat's, and everyone he met.
14. Where did most of your money go?
supplies....i still dream of the 45$ a yd. silk....
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
kasa's show!!
16. What song will always remind you of 2006?
you fell down the stairs into my arms...tilly
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? because of the day, i would say sadder. stupid study abroad
b) thinner or fatter? who knows
c) richer or poorer? a bit richer, but it'd be more if food and fabric cost less.....
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
trips, fun things like concerts and movies...my mom told me she feels bad because she had more of a social life than i do in college. if you've ever met my mom, you'd see how sad that is.
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
paniking, future-planning....ugh.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
done. at home, at grandma #1's, and grandma #2's.
22. Did you fall in love in 2006?
ask erike, she knows better than i do.
23. How many one-night stands?
14. a new sewing machine each time. (im such a slut)
24. What was your favourite TV program?
LOST
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
hate? how extreme. although my love for the government IS on a rapid decline...
26. What was the best book you read?
i liked the discworld stuff
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
i never discover anyone. othe people tell me to listen to them.
28. What did you want and get?
a chance
29. What did you want and not get?
definition
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
jona tomberry
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
drove home. we saw almost every lighthouse on the way, and i got some shoes :-)
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
a sense of achivement
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2006?
don't. please.
34. What kept you sane?
the outside, music, travel, and you people
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
fancy? V
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
the dead baby posters on market.
37. Who did you miss?
steph. homefries. school-fries. poeple i havent met yet.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
the Mutter museum
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2006:
loneliness is ok sometimes
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
don't think twice, its alright |
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| 12:49am 26/12/2006 |
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i got lots of stuff for christmas. yay.
this season makes me feel so consumptive and wastefull it makes me sick. but of course i still like getting all this stuff. :-P
finding summer jobs? difficult. and the brits don't seem to understand what i mean by 'summer job' and/or 'internship'
im still looking for computer parts. and a new machine. arg. i dont like spending money.
next semester frightens me. actually, so does the year. sweet, and 2007 hasn't even started yet. maybe we can just blow by to 2008?
why do i get so mopey if im ever home for more than a few days?
merh... at least the extended fam in NY will be fun. well, at least entertaining :-P
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| 10:12am 20/12/2006 |
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j'abandonne. non, n'est pas vrai. mais, je suis tres frustee, avec presque tout. Je suppose cette troisieme annee d'etudie dans lycee, il a ete tres difficile. c'est le menace de l'avenir. Sacre mon peur.
je desiree a comprendre le langue de francoise. Je l'aime. mais, non, je volonte jamais comprends.
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| 06:04pm 16/12/2006 |
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poeple have been criticizing my cooking saying my pecans are walnuts. they are not. they are pecans. for your edumacation:
pecan
walnut
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| 02:47pm 15/12/2006 |
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i now leave the 20th, get home at sixish.
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| 11:28am 15/12/2006 |
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as there is less than a week, i need to empty the fridge.
we got eggs, alot of cheese, hot dogs, pepperoni, peas, bread, peanut butter, regular butter, egg noodles...and anything else the roommates need to get rid of too.
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| 11:40pm 13/12/2006 |
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yet again using this as a notebook-
summer jobs-
Florida Studio Theater, Sarasota, FL. 75$ a week, plus housing
Allenberry, PA. ambiguous $, june to September
Bay Street Theater, Sag Harbor, NY. ambiguous $, housing provided, may to September
maine state, brunswick me. at least 130$ a week, plus housing. may to end of august
ABC costume shop, Fort Lauderdale, FL. unknown
Willamsburg, VA. 7.50 to 9.50 an hour. no housing
Universal Orlando. unknown, no housing
disneyland, CA. unkown, no housing
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